15 February 2010


my throat hurts.my heart aches.my spirits thirsty.and i am striving...i really am striving....Jesus keeps affirming the heaviness that comes with this battle...one in which I see the speckles of light at the end of the tunnel...I know HE is right by my side. without a doubt I stand firm on that. HE is my provider. My rock. My strength. My everything....

....I wont surrender. I wont....and all these words might seem meaningless to you...but its the honest truth of whats going on now...at this moment as I sit in my chair living life on 4 hours of sleep.

Definition of Emunah: Faith; obedience; the active support of something.

Its tattooed on there for a reason...I will STAND on faith.